When David came home, after we had lunch and more tears flowed, we wrapped the nest in green fabric (Big's choice) and cut it down from the wire. We went outside to the butterfly garden and dug a hole. Bel wanted us to take photos to remember the baby bird.
David said a prayer and then Big helped him fill in the hole.
More tears fell at home when she noticed how forlorn the wire looked without the nest. But she said goodbye and hopes to meet the baby bird in heaven.
Friday, August 24, 2012
Hard lessons and the circle of life
I had actually been looking forward to this post until
today. For weeks we have been watching Sun Birds staking out our deck and
building a nest. There was much excitement when the mummy bird moved in
permanently. We would watch her for ages and laugh as the blue chested daddy
bird preened himself while looking at our windows or chattered to the ‘other
bird’ in the toy toaster (it’s our old chrome toaster).
We watched closely over the weeks and were over the moon
when we noticed the mummy bird bringing insects to the nest in her beak. Big
learned so much about how to tell the mummy and daddy birds apart, why it’s
important for the mummy bird to sit in the nest, how to be still and quiet so
we don’t scare the mummy bird away. We loved their trilling song that sounded
throughout the day.
Because the nest is above our play area, the mummy bird
actually became quite used to our presence and would stick her head out of the
nest and peer at us as though we were just a mild annoyance.
But then…
Last night we noticed the mummy bird’s absence as we ate
dinner. David tried to tell Big that it was because the baby bird had flown
away. We couldn’t hear the baby cheeping and hoped this was the answer.
But we came home from playgroup this morning and I could see
the baby’s head peeping out of the nest. I called Bel over excitedly, noticing the
flies too late. The mopping that I needed to do was temporarily forgotten as I
held my distraught little girl and tried to answer her questions.
She cried so hard. I cried because I couldn’t take away her
pain. I had been so fearful of this happening. But the questions were so hard.
It started with her standard, “Why?” But she didn’t want to accept my answers.
I told her the baby must have been sick. “But they are not apposed [sic] to get
sick.” I then tried to tell her that everyone dies at some point. “Why?” So we
can go to heaven. “I don’t want to go. I want to stay here. Will you die? And
Daddy? Willow?”
My heart broke over and over as I tried to make her understand.
She has calmed down, but every now and then she still asks
why. “I don’t like it when baby birds die. If the mummy bird gives the baby
lots and lots of kisses, then the baby bird will be happy.” (She saw the mummy
bird trying to pull the baby out of the nest. I told her she was kissing the
baby.)
I called David to give him the heads up. We are going to
take the nest down, wrap it in fabric and bury it when he comes home for lunch.
I’m hoping a small ritual will give her some closure.
All she wants to know right now is why it died and if the
baby bird is happy.
Monday, August 20, 2012
The busyness continues
After we got over Hubby’s birthday, Little turned 1. We
still can’t quite believe it! There was a big party planned and relatives
arrived from Perth and New Zealand.
But the spanner in the works was Big having a febrile convulsion one evening
during dinner. An ambulance, emergency accommodation and a babysitter later, we
got to the hospital. It turned out she had croup and was given medicine and
discharged.
Big being so sick meant that we couldn’t have Hubby’s
elderly grandparents and unwell sister come to the party. So it was a bit
smaller than we hoped. But Little looked so cute in her birthday dress (fortunately I had made it before all of
the family arrived so it was completed before the drama!).
Grandad had made a cake and the afternoon was enjoyed by all
whose immune systems were strong enough to attend!
It seemed that as soon as Big recovered, Little became
mysteriously ill with ridiculously high temperatures. So when she became limp
and lethargic and incredibly hot, we once again went to the emergency ward. In
between temperature spikes, Little flirted with the nurses at 1am and had them
madly in love with her! We finally got home at 5am with no answers. It wasn’t
until a few days later that a rash indicated that she had a simple virus,
roseola.
So, while we waited at home for the girls to recover, I
received an interesting phone call. A while ago, I had filled out an
application to be part of the Mummy Panel for the ‘Cairns Parenting Companion
Magazine’ and I was one of six mums picked! So excited!! I had a very brief
photo shoot (just a head shot) yesterday, and will have a couple of comments
published in this coming edition.
But did I think with two sick children, new commitments with
the panel and simply cleaning the house that I had enough to do? Of course not!
I had sold a doll through ‘Earth Toys’ and was feeling pretty good about it. So
Hubby said I should start a website. I figured that was too hard, so I launched
a facebook page: www.facebook.com/spupeedesigns
. And it’s going brilliantly! I have actually fallen behind filling orders for
my dinosaur softie, which is a bit stressful, but very exciting! Once I get the
dinosaurs made, I’m hoping to have a chance to make some other ideas into a
reality this week and post them up on the page. Stay tuned!
Sunday, August 19, 2012
It's been too long and I made a wallet
I’ve said it before, and I’ll probably say it again, I am a
really slack blogger! I do loads that I would love to blog about, but finding
the time to sit and write it all out seems to escape me. That has been truer
than ever this month!
In July, we had Hubby’s birthday. I want to preface this by
saying that I completely and utterly adore him, BUT he’s not as emotionally exuberant
as I am. So when I make things that I get excited about, he barely bats and
eyelid. I have learned over the last decade + that, “That’s nice” in hubby
speak equates to, “Wow, babe! That’s amazing!” in my language. But I still hold
out hope that one day he’ll be as excited as I am…On top of this, I don’t seem
to be able to find the perfect gifts for him. I have come across presents in
clean outs that are still in their original packaging that I gave to him while
still in our teens.
So when his birthday rocked around this year, I was stumped.
He desperately needed a new wallet, but I loathe handmade wallets. I have no
idea what it is about them, but I just think they look dodgy (sorry to any
proud wallet makers out there!). But, in keeping with our handmade theme, I set
about making him a wallet. I unpicked his wallet (he really moaned about being
walletless too!) and painstakingly tried to recreate it out of orange fabric
(his favourite colour). I got Big to handle the wallet with paint on her hands
(she kept trying to touch the wallet without
getting the paint on it, bless her!) and stamped ‘RAIDED’ across the front,
because we all get to his wallet before he does!
I hated it! I still do! So, with children in tow, I braved
the shops and bought him a leather wallet and a new ipod for ‘Angry Fridays’ at
work (the day he plays heavy metal music in the workshop). Our shopping trip dissolved
into tears when Big discovered that we would not be presenting Daddy with the
wallet that she helped make. Needless to say, the store bought wallet is under
our bed in its original packet, while Hubby carts around his one of a kind one.
Labels:
Birthdays,
family fun,
Sewing,
Wallet
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